Friday, April 29, 2011


You can't escape the starry sky, once your in you're only be blind. I cant speak of the words, what's to come must come but I will fight if I could, if I don't I'm just a coward. I am not a coward, I am a dreamer who dreams of life that could come. If I don't, what's there to dream? I am dreaming for a better future, just maybe I can be what I want to be, don't block my way because I will stray. Trust me, I will stray. I couldn't be more cruel to just leave to see what lies above me.

Mood: i couldn't careless. I just want to do what I came here for. Don't lie to me specifically. Tell it to my face

Sunday, April 10, 2011


All I see are rainbows, 
the colour, the texture and the feel is supreme. 
Never have i felt so serene. 
Red is visible from a far, 
acknowledging my anger by far it's my command that i seek. 

The tang from it is light and easy,
unfortunately I'm not as easy as seen but likely as sunny as can be
I'm sure yellow rhymes with hello,
how wonderful a passerby would notice my halo

I wore cloths filled with envy, yet
I am not as lifted as I want to be. 
why do everyone disagree with me?
I feel like a decompose body, why so every people look at me?

My intuition tells me
I am filled by nurture or maybe i'm just a caretaker
oh how harmony that would be to me
I am known as violet.

that is me.

by:natalia sulaiman

Sunday, April 3, 2011


There is always a challenge in life and in love. We will alway face that challenge. Always, we won with the battle on our hands. I can't forget the first day I saw you. To reminisce that moment, you are that beautiful. I remembered, the first time, I asked my friend to talked to you. How embarrassed I was to just speak to you. Everything, I was shy.The moment we went out, talked, walked and studied together. I can't forget every moment have past by. Those moment will always be in my memory. Especially of you. You, are my heart.

It tears me to see you go. I hold it back, so i won't be embarrassed by anyone. Like always, I know you knew, i was going to cry every time. I don't know when I will see you again, when I get to see your beautiful hazel eyes. I won't forget that sight of your skin, especially you chubby cheeks. I won't forget the day I first lay my eyes on you.

You, were always there for me, in times, in life, in death and in pain. Always. Thank you for being my heart and soul. You, I love you. You. I miss you very much. You. I want to see you again. You. Till we meet again.